三十‧私設

生日快樂

2009-05-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

謝謝大家幫我慶祝生日~

毛毛正式成為三十詩社的合格成員囉！~

2009-03-28T10:04:00.000-07:00

今天正好看到詩人的報導

http://udn.com/NEWS/NATIONAL/NAT5/4803236.shtml

夜夢

2009-03-21T22:48:00.000-07:00

夢
增加了
溫度
讓房裡
冷冷的夜
不致
睡地太沉

化裝術

2009-03-05T06:28:00.001-08:00

老天啊，給我一個化裝師

幫我從頭到腳給包起來

頭髮、髮尾尖尖的翹腳、衣服吊牌、內衣肩帶、痘疤、指甲、指縫皮、關節、眉毛、腳掌死皮、鞋子、包包、呼吸、眼皮、口氣、屁股

通通都包起來

最重要的，把我的腦袋和心，都收起來

要留，只留10%就夠了

把我包得緊緊的，美美的，標準的，自動的

我不適合這裏

等回到家裏

再說

變成尼尼

2009-03-05T06:26:00.001-08:00

對昨日放不下的眷戀，成為今日的障礙

不願接受，有滿滿的理直氣壯和一絲絲遺憾

在昨日時不記得有這麼多的美好，只有疲倦與憤怒

莫非回憶有健忘症，只留下美好的

還是回憶是身體保護機制，永遠保護我不用承諾現在

承諾記憶，不承諾現在，讓我永遠在生活中掙扎、懷疑、心碎、遺憾

讓我有千百個彆扭的理由

抑或是

我用滿腹的怨言，作為掩飾累積情感的口是心非

只因為我總是用情太深

[轉貼]歐巴馬勝選感人─文言文版

2009-02-25T14:53:00.000-08:00

天哪，我發現我閱讀文言文的的速度，完全可以用掃的，比白話文和英文快太多了！

东东枪译

Hello，Chicago!
芝城父老，别来无恙，

If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.
余尝闻世人有疑，不知当今美利坚凡事皆可成就耶？开国先贤之志方岿然于世耶？民主之伟力不减于昔年耶？凡存诸疑者，今夕当可释然。

It’s the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen, by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different, that their voices could be that difference.
今夕之释然，皆蒙美利坚民众之协力——学塾祠庙之外，市井乡野之间，万千父老心焦似焚，苦待竟日，愿献一票之力。其中，平生未尝涉国事者，数亦不少，而今有此义举，皆因一念不衰——今夫天下，非同既往，愿发吁天之声，必成动地之势。

It’s the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled. Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states. We are, and always will be, the United States of America.
今夕之释然，皆仰吾国同胞之齐心——何谈贫富老幼之差、党社宗族之异，惶论发肤肌体之别、志趣爱恶之分。吾国既以“合众”为名，吾辈则更无疏离之意，红蓝二党并肩而立，数十邦州挽手相合，无分你我，共称一家，昂然于世，齐声一呼，天下乃有此释然。

It’s the answer that led those who’ve been told for so long by so many to be cynical and fearful and doubtful about what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.
今夕之释然，皆因愤懑者之镇静，忧惧者之勇气，犹疑者之笃定——平素世间种种，消磨其志向，溃灭其梦想，而值此风云之际，除旧更新，当仁不让，倾力而动乾坤者，更何人哉！

It’s been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this date in this election at this defining moment change has come to America.
俟之诚久，其志弥坚。幸天地明察，乃有今日，乃有此刻，乃有此一选举，乃有我亿万美利坚大好国民——吾邦之大变革，方得自兹而始也！

A little bit earlier this evening, I received an extraordinarily gracious call from Sen. McCain.
Sen. McCain fought long and hard in this campaign. And he’s fought even longer and harder for the country that he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine. We are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader. I congratulate him; I congratulate Gov. Palin for all that they’ve achieved. And I look forward to working with them to renew this nation’s promise in the months ahead.
顷接参议员麦君凯恩电，虽未得晤，幸有一谈，其言谆谆，其意诚诚，鄙人感佩之至。选战期内，麦君劳碌几重，奔波几许，皆为国家计。诸般求索，时日良多，皆非余所能及。于国于民之惊人牺牲，亦非庸庸如吾辈者所可想见。以麦君之胆魄襟怀，能为吾邦所用，实国家之幸，万民之幸也。前途漫漫，其事未竟，余所盼瞩由衷者，唯共麦凯恩君、佩林君，及诸贤士比肩，会吾等之绵力，成吾邦之大业。

I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart, and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on the train home to Delaware, the vice president-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.
乔君拜登，亦吾所感铭至深者也。竞选之业，艰险不足与外人道，幸有乔君之辅佐，其诚天可鉴之。乔君其人，素言恳辞切，意笃情真，盖尝经斯兰克顿街乡邻之提命，饱聆特拉华州父老之晤教也。他日余既登总统之位，乔君必当副之。

And I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last 16 years the rock of our family, the love of my life, the nation’s next first lady Michelle Obama.
拙荆米氏，追随鄙人凡一十六年，既为爱侣，更为挚友，既为吾阖家之基石，又乃余终生之至爱。鄙人尝自忖度，倘无贤妻若此，今朝阔论高谈于此处者，不知何人矣！

Sasha and Malia I love you both more than you can imagine. And you have earned the new puppy that’s coming with us to the new White House.
小女萨沙、玛丽，余素深喜之。昔日为父尝与汝等言，此番选战若得一胜，愿购小犬一头相赠，待阖家乔迁总统府邸之日，偕汝等同进吾宅。今当胜负已出，既有一诺在前，必自践行不欺也。

And while she’s no longer with us, I know my grandmother’s watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight. I know that my debt to them is beyond measure.
祖母大人虽已仙逝，料必有灵在天，俯察人寰，想应颔首开颜矣。吾奥巴马氏列祖列宗，亦当如是。今日今时，此情此景，鄙人追思之心，乌鸟之情，曷其有极！唯生死陌路，仙凡有别，虽怀反哺之心，而无答报之门也！

To my sister Maya, my sister Alma, all my other brothers and sisters, thank you so much for all the support that you’ve given me. I am grateful to them.
至若玛雅、艾玛二姐妹，以及吾家诸同胞，所惠我者，亦属良多，久沐恩德，此当拜谢。

And to my campaign manager, David Plouffe, the unsung hero of this campaign, who built the best — the best political campaign, I think, in the history of the United States of America.To my chief strategist David Axelrod who’s been a partner with me every step of the way.To the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what you’ve sacrificed to get it done.
大卫•普劳夫君，大卫•阿克塞罗德君，一为鄙人竞选事务之经理，一为鄙人国事韬略之智囊。余尝自喟叹，左右谋士，余所仰赖者，皆亘古未见之贤才。普阿二君，则更此中之翘楚。区区不才，有何德能，可得膀臂若此？当此功成之际，感荷之心，亦自拳拳。

But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to. It belongs to you. It belongs to you.
至于鄙人铭之肺腑，须臾不敢忘怀者，则诸位也。盖今日鄙人之胜绩，实诸位之胜绩，鄙人之荣光，实诸位之荣光！

I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didn’t start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington. It began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston. It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give $5 and $10 and $20 to the cause.
余素朴陋，虽有参选之心，并无必胜之志。谋事之初，银资乏匮，从者寥寥；起事之地，皆蔽寓荒斋，不在高阁；成事之基，无非寻常百姓，涓滴之献。

It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation’s apathy who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep.
It drew strength from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on doors of perfect strangers, and from the millions of Americans who volunteered and organized and proved that more than two centuries later a government of the people, by the people, and for the people has not perished from the Earth.
今日之胜，有赖一众热血青年，抛其家，别其室，不辞其苦，不计其酬，矻矻于此——“国中青年爱国之心已泯”之谬论，今可休矣！今日之胜，有赖壮志未已之诸前辈，无惧寒暑，行走奔波，劝说民众。今日之胜，乃数百万美利坚民众之胜，察其意，皆属踊跃为国，观其行，处处谨严有序，足堪告慰二百年前开国之先贤——民有、民治、民享之政体，未尝动摇也！

This is your victory.
嗟夫！此实诸位之功也！

And I know you didn’t do this just to win an election. And I know you didn’t do it for me.You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime — two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.
余知诸君之意非在此一选举，亦非在鄙人一身。盖瞻前路之艰辛，益知此任非同小可也。虽今夕欢贺于此，而明朝酒醒，大患仍自当前，不容有怠——两地烽烟熊熊而起，四海之内纷纷而乱，金融业界惶惶而不得宁。

Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after the children fall asleep and wonder how they’ll make the mortgage or pay their doctors’ bills or save enough for their child’s college education. There’s new energy to harness, new jobs to be created, new schools to build, and threats to meet, alliances to repair.
是夜，饮宴笙歌之声不绝于耳，而异邦大漠群山中，吾国大好青年，兀自苦戍边塞，惝恍竟夜，性命尚未得安。吾国千万庶民，为人父母者，兀自惴惴难眠，所忧者，乃房宅所贷、病患之费、抚育之资也。至若吾国能源之耗，百业之兴，庠序之教，攻伐之术，怀远之道，亦皆吾等忡忡挂怀者也。

The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term. But, America, I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there. I promise you, we as a people will get there.
渺渺乎其远，如不可达，危危乎其高，若不可攀。朝夕岁月，焉得成就？余不揣愚钝，愿以四载韶华，付诸此业，胜算何如虽不可知，然昂扬必胜之奇志，成就伟业之壮怀，平生未之有也。君子一诺，其重何如，此地今夕，愿斗胆发一狂言——吾辈既在，其事必成！

There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won’t agree with every decision or policy I make as president. And we know the government can’t solve every problem. But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And, above all, I will ask you to join in the work of remaking this nation, the only way it’s been done in America for 221 years — block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.
逶迤坎坷，份内之事。异见争端，料必有之。国中之政府，谅非无所不能者。余所秉承不移者，唯忠信矣。倘有危难于前，必无欺瞒于世。诸君言论臧否，纵悖逆相左之议，余必当洗耳以聆。于此之外，更当恳请诸君，不吝心血，致力报效，以振吾美利坚重兴之业。余亦别无他想，唯盼吾侪协力，延继吾国既肇二百二十一年之大统，汇涓滴之力，而成万世之业。

What began 21 months ago in the depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night. This victory alone is not the change we seek. It is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were. It can’t happen without you, without a new spirit of service, a new spirit of sacrifice.
昔年冬日，余有志于斯，投身此业，屈指算来，倏然近二载矣。当此秋夜，追思反省，仍无溃退逃亡之意。选战之胜，无非一役之功，余梦寐所思矢志所求者，非在乎此。溯源究本，此役之胜，不过革世变时一大好良机耳。倘止步于斯，垂手而待，或无诸君倾力相援，则壮志丰功，无非泡影，诸般梦想，终必虚妄。

So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism, of responsibility, where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves but each other. Let us remember that, if this financial crisis taught us anything, it’s that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers. In this country, we rise or fall as one nation, as one people.
爱国之心，报国之念，吾人固有之，然逢今日之世，此心此念亦当一变——吾辈各执己业，益当各竭其力，各尽其命，非但为一己之利，而更期普世之荣。今岁，金融业界动荡多舛，细审观之，当可以之为鉴——实业之损，亦是金融之伤。可知，既在邦域之内，吾辈荣辱休戚，皆相与共矣！

Let’s resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long. Let’s remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House, a party founded on the values of self-reliance and individual liberty and national unity.Those are values that we all share.
党争纷纭，阴谋卑鄙，愚鲁无知，皆腐蚀清白、惑乱政局之弊也，其缘由已久，余今愿与诸君协力，共灭除之。昔年曾有此郡先贤，执共和党之帜，而掌总统府之权。自强独立，自由统一等信念，皆斯人之所倡，亦吾辈之所宗。

And while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress. As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, we are not enemies but friends. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.
今岁选战，吾民主党人幸有一胜，然谦逊和合之心未尝少减。余素信服者，乃山河破碎之际，林肯总统之言——“既是至亲，终不为敌。虽弩张剑拔，而血脉未尝断，情义不少减。”

And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn, I may not have won your vote tonight, but I hear your voices. I need your help. And I will be your president, too.
固然，仍有四方志士，不为鄙人所动，另有高明之选。虽终悭此一票之缘，然诸君高论，余亦声声在耳，字字在心。倘能得诸君之援手，鄙人幸甚。他日待余总而统之，亦必不另眼以待也。

And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces, to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world, our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.
吾邦民众，散居天下，各安其命，而其志一也。吾邦鼎盛之势，今已乍现锋芒。

To those — to those who would tear the world down: We will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security: We support you. And to all those who have wondered if America’s beacon still burns as bright: Tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.
至于心怀叵测，与世人为仇、与天下为敌者，吾邦猛志常在，彼等必取灭亡。心思纯良，久慕大同者，吾辈当倾力以助，鼎力相援。犹疑未定，不知吾自由之邦兴衰如何者，吾辈愿以今日盛况以告之——美利坚之所以谓之“美”者，非刀兵之强，金银之众，实民主、自由、机遇、梦想之美也！

That’s the true genius of America: that America can change. Our union can be perfected. What we’ve already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.
天自有道，地自有德，恩赋吾邦无上异禀——无他，唯变而已矣。美利坚变革不怠，合众国日趋尽善。当以过往先贤之伟绩，助吾侪今日之雄心，开子孙万世之辉光。

This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that’s on my mind tonight’s about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She’s a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing: Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.
今岁选战，多开亘古之先，屡传千秋佳话。感我至深者，亚特兰大之老妪安•尼克松•库帕也——库氏之一票，于数百万美利坚民众之选票无异，其所以引人称奇者，其人今岁高龄一百有六矣。

She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn’t vote for two reasons — because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.
当其父辈之时，天道不彰，黑人为奴。库氏其生也不逢时，汽车尚不行于道，飞机未曾起于空，库氏既属黑人，又系女流，票选一事，概无瓜葛。

And tonight, I think about all that she’s seen throughout her century in America — the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can’t, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.
今日今时，回溯库氏百岁之涯，但见吾邦先贤屡败屡战，且退且进，悲欣交集，甘苦杂陈。幸而正道存焉，壮志存焉，曰：吾辈既在，无所不能。

At a time when women’s voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.
万马齐喑，其事堪哀，吾邦女界怒而起，愤而争，苦战不歇，历数十载。幸哉库氏，以百岁之高龄，终得亲见女流自立于世，重获天赋之权——吾辈既在，无所不能！

When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.
当百业萧条，国人绝望哀鸣之际，库氏亲见吾美利坚出旷世之新政，挽狂澜于既倒，扶大厦之将倾，退畏惧之势，扶奋勇之心，终至人各有位，民心乃安——吾辈既在，无所不能！

When the bombs fell on our harbor and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.
当吾国良港遭袭，天下桀纣当道，暴政肆虐之时，库氏亲见豪杰群起，民主不衰——吾辈既在，无所不能！

She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that “We Shall Overcome.” Yes we can.
蒙哥马利公车之罢辍，伯明翰城黑人之群起，塞尔玛城血雨腥风之事，库氏般般亲历。更曾亲聆亚特兰大传教之士振臂登高之呼——“吾等必胜！”诚哉斯言！吾辈既在，无所不能！

A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination. And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change. Yes we can.
俟科学昌明于世，创想通贯一时，既登广寒之阙，又溃柏林之墙。洋洋乎！有百年如是，乃见今岁选战中，库氏之一票。浩浩兮！一百零六载交锋更迭，方有美利坚今日之变革——吾辈既在，无所不能！

America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves — if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?
转眼兴亡过手，而今迈步从头。追昔抚今，不禁扪心而问——俟再历百年岁月，倘吾等后辈儿孙，亦有得享高寿如库氏者，复可见何等之变数？吾辈今日之功，他年可得而见之乎？

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment. This is our time, to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth, that, out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope. And where we are met with cynicism and doubts and those who tell us that we can’t, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people: Yes, we can.
所谓天命时运，莫过于此——当为吾邦万民造安身立命之业，为吾辈儿孙启各显雄才之门，为寰宇各国创太平静好之世，为吾等壮志赋千秋不灭之元神。吾邦立国之本，必将光耀于天下。万千同胞，当如一人，一息尚存，梦想不灭。纵有世人旁观在侧，而疑窦生焉，吾辈亦当以千秋不易之训共答之曰——吾辈既在，无所不能！

Thank you. God bless you. And may God bless the United States of America.
拜谢诸君。愿天佑吾民，天佑吾邦。

本文轉貼自http://thisisdongdongqiang.cn/archives/1577

小子，去別處吵去。

2009-02-24T08:08:00.000-08:00

夜漸漸地深 
我也漸漸迷糊
 車聲低吟如刀如刃
 劃破遠在天邊的黑幕
 樓下少年的交談聲
 則清晰地像一道光
 彷彿在對我說
 別睡了
 大好青春大好的夜
 該去遠方

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大家好，我是怡晴
找不到像樣的詩
po了一篇抱怨文
呵呵

阿爾卑斯玩具店2008.8舊文

2009-02-24T01:08:00.000-08:00

在一家溫馨古老的書店裡面
我遇見了一種新奇漂亮的德國玩具
叫做「第一次登阿爾卑斯」
綠色的木板上有很多新奇的小玩具
那是在靠近阿爾卑斯的一個城鎮才有的玩具

在古老的書店遇見童年的朋友叫做BiBi
我們像往常一般翻故事書和研究不能穿的彩色拖鞋
還一起看了梁朝偉劉嘉玲主演的新電影
突然李安從旁邊的門走進來客串演出
說不該讓觀眾看你們做愛

在古老溫馨的書店窗外
幾位朋友來了
BiBi穿著亮晃晃的靴子跑了出去
跑向一個霓虹鮮豔明亮的廣場
我追過去想說好久不見的故事

在鮮豔明亮的廣場中間
BiBi跑到爸爸旁邊
爸爸正端著一盤莎拉等著我說就知道你沒有吃飯
我說爸爸你等了多久啦剛來他說我騙說我吃過啦
BiBi說那莎拉給我吧

BiBi我跟你說呀
我認識了一個手指頭像樹枝那麼粗腳像船那麼大全身還有很多捲捲的傢伙的叫做NiNi
雖然他長的跟我們都不一樣但是我還是和NiNi做了好朋友
NiNi會唱掉到馬桶裡的歌還會用草做很好吃的莎拉
我們約定好要在森林和湖泊的旁邊蓋一個秘密基地

在秘密基地裡面就有「第一次登阿爾卑斯」的玩具唷
我經常嘻嘻皮皮地逗著什麼都長的特別大的NiNi玩
後來有一天
NiNi要轉學到別的地方去了我們就再也不能一起玩了
BiBi你知道那個靠近阿爾卑斯的城鎮在哪呢

那裡有一個秘密基地唷

Norn 8/13/2008

各位朋友，我真的夢見一個好漂亮的好溫馨的書店，裡面有很多形形色色的玩具。
還真的夢見有一種綠色的玩具上面寫了看不懂的德文，在阿爾卑斯山腳下。
寫詩留念囉。
謝謝怡晴提供詩名「阿爾卑斯玩具店」

三十詩社招兵買馬中

2009-02-23T01:36:00.000-08:00

原來是希望大家可以用這個介面來聊點私事的。
不過發現好像不是很適合聊天啊。

那就持續招兵買馬吧，
哪個朋友想邀請的，怕不知道流連到何方的朋友，都歡迎加入啊！

我邀請了我的朋友"小太陽"。
她是一位"未滿三十"(強調!)的紀錄片工作者，之前很熱心地幫書展拍攝了影片。
人超級超級Nice的啦！
想必也會是個強力寫手吧。

歡迎小太陽(怡晴)和我們一起分享生命

Norn

歡迎Blessing

2009-02-22T10:36:00.000-08:00

充滿祝福的Blessing毛毛，終於在今晚加入了「三十未滿」詩社。

為了紀念年輕的日子，未滿三十，大家都還很年輕的時候，一起去看「大甲媽祖繞境」。2006年，春天。

歡迎Blessing，歡迎祝福，歡迎媽祖，歡迎青春和成長。

「生生世世都要做修行人」

2009-02-22T10:19:00.001-08:00

應該要寫閉關的故事的，但是最近老是想到我認識的那個小女孩。

在廣州的師父那裡，我認識了一個來自桂林的少女，
今年只有十五歲，我跟她變成了形影不離的好朋友，整天黏在一起，
她不知道我幾歲，總是叫我姊姊，
有次和師父聊天，聊到喝酒會過敏這件事，她說，「姊姊你還不能喝酒吧！」
害我笑的要死。
她說原本以為我二十來歲，跟我說話，覺得我只有十七八歲。
可是又想到我知道那麼多事情，(我給她上了一堂台灣為什麼要獨立的故事)
就想說我應該已經唸完大學了。

這個女孩，長的極其靈透，一雙鳳眼高顴，看樣子就是一個道姑的樣子。
我跟她相處，常感覺她的內在藏著一個很有智慧的靈魂，所以我特別喜歡跟她講話。
有次起床，我摸不到眼鏡，便喚她等會幫我找去，她隨口一句，
「看得清楚幹麻，看得明白就好了。」
讓我記到今日，其他隨口的禪句，更是多不勝數，
有些則已經超過了我能夠領受的範圍。

在人群中，她顯得特別醒目，常有大人們故作親切地問她，
「妳年紀輕輕為什麼要閉關？你難得不感到害怕？」
我常在一旁，聽到一個靈魂的老人裝作小孩樣，回答這些皮皺肉老的小孩說，
「因為上一次閉關結束，我長高了五公分，近視也治好了。
這次是來治療散光的，也感覺有需要閉關。」
大人們總是輪番來問一模一樣的問題，她總是也很有耐心地一一回答。

沒有大人的時候，我們就在一旁天南地北的亂聊，
她跟我說，聽師父說她自己上輩子是個喇嘛，
她知道她自己生生世世都是來修行的，生生世世都是修行人。
我的香港朋友也說，她是再來的師父。
我自己則很明白，我們會是一生一世的好朋友。

閉關前，我常問她關裡面的事情，
我問她會不會無聊，她說，「你不想無聊自然就不會無聊了。」
我說，那我們可不可以聊天，她反問我說，「靜下來的話，還會想聊天嗎？」
後來她說，她會在關裡觀想時鐘的鐘面，看看指針就知道幾點了，
不過我把這招學了進去，卻一點也沒有效果。
我們還輪流教對方打太極拳，她的太極極靜柔，
而我在站樁的時候，這姑娘卻硬是把手伸進我雙手的抱圓裡，
然後說，「好熱唷！」

進了關，不知道多少天，
實在是很無聊，我便在心裡喚著她說，
「一心啊，一心，你在做什麼呀？」
一心是她的名字，她的父母也是修行人，
她來這裡閉關的時候，她的父母分別到別的地方去閉關了。
後來出關，她跟我說，有一天她夢見我，跟我說，
「姊姊，出了關，我們去廣州買東西吧。」

後來要去廣州的那天下午，我在房裡睡死了，
醒了以後，我呼喚她到附近一起去買冰淇淋。
其實按理剛出關兩天，我的身體還在轉換能量，是不能吃冰淇淋的，
我正要打開包裝吃的時候，師父看著我，說，「少吃一點。」
老師知道我身體發熱，後來吃完了，我的香港朋友告訴我說，
我身體經歷的轉換是一般修行人求都求不到的，可是我吃個冰淇淋就把他給排掉了。
其實我也不知道怎麼回事，原來就無所求，反正緣分囉。

一心小妹妹回家的時間到了，出了關，她的樣貌從小孩轉變為一個少女。
我們約好了，將來還有機會要碰面的。
祝福這位再來的師父，一心小妹妹。

哈哈好可愛

2009-02-17T13:10:00.000-08:00

2007年春天吧
書展結束之後，在四四南村旁邊
有一對好可愛的情侶

這是我的傳統式相機在龐畢度中心失蹤前最後的留影

旋轉木馬

2009-02-17T12:56:00.000-08:00

一騎上旋轉木馬
就非常非常開心
雖然都只有不到六歲的孩子會去玩木馬
但真的非常非常開心
想到還是開心的不得了

巴黎新凱旋門前的旋轉木馬
顏色斑斕
轉著轉著彩色的童年和自己
就流出來了

真好
有旋轉木馬

天亮了沒

2009-02-17T09:40:00.000-08:00

小小的光
在手心裡閃著
一明一滅
閃著恰好溫暖的亮度

搶不了別人如火般的熱情
拿近身卻惱人的發燙

也進不去幽暗的黑洞
照不透深邃古井
連石頭也抓不住的迴音

就繼續讓小小的光
黃色的光暈恰恰圈住跳動的心
照著透明的血管如大河般奔流
忽明忽暗的
恰恰讓光暈落在筆直而下的懸堐邊際
讓足間毫不畏懼的在稜線邊緣
跳著輕快的舞
不斷前進

三十詩社

2009-02-17T05:25:00.000-08:00

大家好
三十詩社醞釀了很久終於在明華出關之後付諸行動
暫時先使用blogspot來讓大家都能夠在上面發表文章
如果有更好的web介面能讓大家都能在上面交流並署名
請告訴我們

三十之後各自有不同的生活體驗、成長
不管這些想法是否成詩
請都寫進30詩社

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